hell let loose....
Friday, May 27, 2005 at 11:06 PM

Cham... Have been slacking since I reached home. I really cannot come home early. When school reopens next term, I will make it a point to stay in school everyday after lessons except on Monday coz' lessons end at 4.40pm. Might as well do work in school instead of sleeping or typing my time away like this. *sigh* And I planned to finish Work, Energy & Power for Physics today! But now I have yet to complete Forces =( I think I should try the short questions but there are too many, even if I just try the recent years'. Maybe I'll just focus on the MCQs first for the time being... This June will be hell... Lin laoshi said spend more time on our weakest subject but what if all my subjects are weak??! It's true. My HCL is going downhill as well. In fact, I believe I'm near bottom already, especially for paper 2. I promised Wu laoshi that I'll study hard for mid-year. Somehow I feel sian about HCL at times. The situation has now become such that I am doing Chinese for the sake of exams. It has become a mere subject to me. I hate this. Coz' I know I can't do well for a subject if I only look upon it as nothing more than a subject. Maths is a very good example. The interest is just not there. Hence I can see myself falling into a deep pit. And I certainly hope that pit isn't bottomless... Now, allow me to declare officially, the opening of the battle in hell for our mid-year exams.

It's uncle's birthday today. Wanted to go to the niche coz' I think aunt should be going, but there's school. It's been quite a long time since I last went. About 5-6 months bah...? In the first 2 years, I remember we went to visit him thrice a year - birthday, anniversary and qingming. And somehow I feel that this is an annual routine that I want to follow. In fact, I usually look forward to these 3 special dates and I'm sometimes disappointed when aunt and cousins weren't paying him a visit on these days, or when I can't tag along due to school. Guess this is what they say, "you will only treasure what you had when you lose them"....

rhapsody in blue.