The sky is crying...
Thursday, May 19, 2005 at 4:55 PM

Got back my Physics test today... Don't know how I should feel. I passed but I'm a little disappointed with the results. Got a C again. And a borderline one too. *sigh* I don't know.... It seems that whether I start studying at the last minute or 3 weeks before the test made no difference. Sometimes I really feel like not studying for tests at all. But of coz', I have no courage to do so. Ok, I suppose that's not courage; it's escapism. Although sometimes I really feel that not all my effort is well-paid off, I shall not give up yet. And I hope I won't give up until A-level is over. I know that if I studied at the last minute, I probably would have failed this test.. Honestly, looking at the test paper, I know that I really don't know how to do the questions which I got wrong. Even if there wasn't time limit for the test, I still can't come up with the solutions. But then there were at least 6 marks that I shouldn't have lost, especially the last part of the fluids question. If I had studied in detail, I could have known the conditions for the drag force. As if that 2 marks weren't enough, I lost the other 2 marks due to wrong presentation of answers for proving of homogeneity of equation. But it's really pointless to dwell on it anymore. It's just that I feel so far away from my B grade. I've never gotten a high C grade before. Everytime I hit a C, it was only a 55-56 marks. Which means I might have gotten a D or even E. I don't know if I can ever get a B grade, but I'll try......

It was raining cats and dogs on my way home. Think this is the heaviest rain that I was caught in. First time reaching home totally drenched from waist down. The wind was so strong that I thought I was going to be whirled away. Just as well... haha... But I quite enjoyed the walk in the rain, despite getting drenched and blown off my feet (nah, I'm not that light). In fact I was entertaining the thought of throwing away my umbrella and walking home but I dismissed that almost immediately. Don't want to spread flu virus in school. It's already a breeding ground for viruses, looking at the number of people falling sick recently. Besides the rain was too heavy for me to walk without an umbrella.

Tomorrow's the career seminar day. Was rather excited initially but my spirits dampened when most of my friends decided to wear school uniform instead of formal wear. Mr Ng shouldn't have made that announcement really... *sigh* I don't know if I should follow the majority or stick to my initial plans. I don't want to be one of the odd ones tomorrow... I don't even have a bag to go with the clothes. But if I wear school uniform, the clothes would go to waste. Think there would be only about 6 in my class who would wear formal wear tomorrow. *sigh*

rhapsody in blue.