Sunday, September 18, 2005 at 5:39 PM

Is exams so important that nothing else matters as much as they do? When she finally managed to muster up enough courage to talk about her own feelings, she gets cut off. How would she feel? Probably don't feel like talking again. Ever. Getting cut off coz' the other party assumed she knows what she is going to say, what she is thinking and what she is going through. Wrong assumptions. She told her it's good that she can be so calm and composed during exams but she doesn't know those words sent a chill down her spine. Is being calm and composed under that kind of circumstances good? Maybe, in some way. But she doesn't know at all what is going on in her mind. The turmoil, the dilemma, the confusion... She sent out signals and dropped hints. She thought nothing much of them. It's ok. She didn't think she would be taken too seriously in the first place. She doesn't blame her. Maybe she's used to it. Just let it be... She'll be fine as long as He is with her.

rhapsody in blue.