Wednesday, December 28, 2005 at 3:20 PM

In a lousy mood now.... Even I don't feel like working already, how am I going to ask other staff if they are able to work tonight? I don't know why everything seems to be in such a mess. I don't want to point fingers at anybody. Everytime when things like this happen, I feel like yelling "I QUIT!!!" and stomp off. But yes, that's just an imagination. Times like this, I really really feel like quitting... Admit it, I'm not cut out for this kind of job, this kind of job scope, this kind of responsibility. Even if you all have expectations as high as the sky for me, I can never reach your expectations, try as I might.

I feel like going on strike. Really.

But I can't.

rhapsody in blue.