Tuesday, March 21, 2006 at 1:57 AM

Exhausted. Mentally. Physically.

How I wish I'm a FULL TIME STUDENT.

Working life sucks. No, not the job itself. It's the lifestyle. And I think I'm just not ready to take on so much responsibilities and duties yet. I was so much happier when I was doing part-time instead of full-time.

Never in my life do I have to remember and do so many things. Memorising stacks of HCL notes suddenly seem so easy to me, as compared to all these operations and stuff. Stuff that I know nuts about. I'm trying to learn! But so much, so difficult! And it just doesn't help at all when I think I have to edit the handover list myself, when it is supposed to be extremely detailed to the extent that I will know every single detail once I read it. But no, the more I read, the more details I find missing.


Maybe I'm just not cut out for business.

Can't stand the stress and problems. But well, which job has no stress and problems? I just have to learn it. The hard way, I guess.

rhapsody in blue.