Monday, November 27, 2006 at 4:39 PM

2 papers down. And I mean it literally. DOWN. GONE, in other words.

Wonder if I'm gonna flunk these 2 papers. But somehow I'm feeling sort of indifferent towards exams already. History on Wed. I have not even touched a single word YET. No, your eyes aren't playing a trick on you. What you just saw was what I wrote indeed. I can't believe it myself either. Why and how did I become so indifferent? Even though I was ridiculously ill-prepared for today's papers, I wasn't really panicky. Even though I find myself not knowing what to write. Someone tell me why.

Discovered another special hidden talent of mine today. Crown me the king of spotting questions. I am still in bewilderment that my luck was SO good this time round that out of so many topics for CH, I only touched on 3, and 2 came out. The format was 2 choose 1 for both the history and literature sections. I only studied 1 topic for history and 2 topics for literature. The history one came out, and 1 of the literature topic. It was the same for SN. Whatever I studied came out. I predicted them to set 1 question per topic for the lectures after our mid-term. Which was exactly what happened. But I just refuse to study the topics on cinema and literature, so I was only left with 4 questions to choose 3 from. But still.... I'm surprised at my luck.

That was the nice way to put things. What the above stated phenomenon meant was simply, I could not choose the questions I want to do at all coz' there was no choice for me. The actual fact is, although whatever I spotted and studied came out, I couldn't remember what I studied at all. This is the greatest joke man.... End up crapping but as everybody knows, my academic crapping skills are almost non-existent.

Oh well. All those don't matter anymore. What is important is they are OVER. Yes. Heck care the results. I'll change my stand when the results are released =p Anyway, I just want a C for all my modules except Jap which I am aiming for at least a B.



Was with Fang Yu throughout the afternoon coz' we were in the same exam venue and heading for the terminal on our way home. Then she suddenly asked me (after running into her CGL at the terminal) if I want to join VCF. I wonder if this is an indication from above. An answer to last night's (or rather this morning) conversation and doubts. I'm really contemplating. Maybe I really will, this time round. It's just that the timing puts me off. But well all CCAs start in the evening. I'll see lah. Afterall I guess this is more suitable for me than Crusade or Navigators which are more inclined towards evangelism.

rhapsody in blue.