uh oh......
Thursday, December 14, 2006 at 11:21 PM

Argh. I did something very terrible..... I deleted (or rather, my brother did) all the info in Stella's phone.

All these started from the point when I didn't hear her saying (if she did say... I don't know which is the truth now...) that she is just *lending* me the phone for the time being and she needs it back after I get a new phone. My thinking was that, she had changed phone for a while already, and whatever info would have been transferred into her new phone. Besides, who would lend somebody a phone if the info cannot be deleted. I mean, if I were to use it, isn't it going to be confusing with all her info and mine mixing together? I may call the wrong people with the same names and what-nots.

Anyway, I didn't switch to her phone coz' I'm not used to Nokia. So I passed to my brother since he complained that my phone was better than his. And indeed, sometimes I think I do have better things than he does, so I passed the phone on to him. It was only today that I knew she might want the phone back, when Mabel told me she thought Stella wanted to sell the phone away. I was like, "Uh oh......" Haiz.

Realised, or rather confirmed, that I'm not a person who bothers to explain myself to others. I didn't, to Stella, nor to Aunty Amy. It's not the first time but I don't really remember the other instances when I didn't explain myself either. I guess I just didn't feel the urgent need to. Sometimes the more you say, the worse things get. Or perhaps I just didn't care coz' as long as I'm at ease with myself, and know that I didn't do anything against my conscience, though sometimes I am in the wrong. Well, who doesn't err? I wonder if I'm often misunderstood coz' of this characteristic of mine. But 清者自清. So, conclusion: I still won't bother to explain myself.

rhapsody in blue.