れきしがくりかえた
Sunday, November 11, 2007 at 10:13 PM

On the day that I went to the pet shop to look at dogs...

I guess it's another attempt of Coincidence's, with Heaven's Will as his accomplice. It's so ironic I feel like a fool at their mercy.
I'm sorry I hasn't been there. And I'm sorry I wasn't there. Most of all, I hate myself for no longer being able to be there. Once again. 为什么就是握不到你的手。。。
All along have thought that being alone isn't scary; loneliness is. But, when the 2 overlap in the most dreaded circumstances like this... I can't help but feel sorry coz', they have to go by themselves.
I've never yearned darkness as much as now. I wished there was no light, and I refused to on the lights. Pure darkness please. And let me immerse in that darkness for now. 因为我什么都不想看，什么都不想听，什么都不想想。但即使沉浸在黑暗中，仍无法逃离着混杂的漩涡。

今度は、ほんとうに、永遠のさよなら。また今度はもう　ない。「じゃ、また」や、「バイバイ」は、もう　できない。。。

rhapsody in blue.