ohmans.....
Wednesday, November 21, 2007 at 6:37 PM

Must all the results for projects, reports and test come out today, TOGETHER?

Suddenly a bout of.... insecurity and stress? Came attacking me. Eating away my heart and abducted my soul.

I seriously don't have a good feeling about the coming exams. Not even for Japanese. This semester I can't even say I have some confidence for my most confident subject. There. This is how bad things are now.

And whose fault is it?

I'm slapping myself now already.

Talked about expectations on grades. Well... I never really have much expectations all along. As long as it's somewhat average. For subjects like Stats that I really CMI, I'm contented with a below average grade of C. Subjects like Japanese (and I think there's only Japanese) that I really (and surprisingly) have expectations for, an A would be a pleasant gift. But honestly, I'm not feeling good about it this sem. My grades dropped from A- to B+ for the last 2 sems. Have a feeling this sem going to be worse, judging by my performance so far. And my oral was doomed.

So, my 'expectations' for this sem?
FS - C+/B-
JPN - B+ (praying hard)
H.Psyc - C+
Stats - C+
D.Psyc - C+

And to my horror, I realised I'm going to end up with all C's this sem. (And I call all these C's my expectations..) Goodbye to my CAP score... This sem going to be 2+ liao....

And exams results releasing on 27th dec.... When I'm in my happiest mood at the chalet!! Thanks man.... And I don't know how I'm going to check my results at the ulu Changi area. Hope can access the webpage using my handphone. They better not do some security firewall or whatever to the page.... Maybe I would end up in a lousy mood after knowing the horrible truth... Arghz...

rhapsody in blue.