Sunday, January 20, 2008 at 4:25 AM

tired. to even use capital letters properly.

didn't have the courage to hug peiwen tonite coz' i think i'll just break down 2nd round and cry more. ya, it's not as if we're not going to see each other again. but just that.... there's still a kind of sadness within.

maybe many small things will come together and have a huge additive effect. abit didn't expect myself to cry when hugged huiqi. but i did. and i tried to control. so it wasn't a very out-of-control bawling out. sorry yeewei, i think i scared you a bit when i started to cry hahaha...

many things to worry over, some things to be frustrated over, a few things to be pondered upon and settled. where to start? what to do? how to do?

rhapsody in blue.