whirled.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009 at 8:23 PM

trying so hard to be nonchalent.
trying very hard to recall the cosy and warm and touched feeling of last nite.
trying to make myself feel better.

but last nite was really great. thx a million, everyone =) it was really unexpected. coz' i thot we were meeting up to get our chocs from ck hahahaha. it was a very nice surprise =) but sorry, coz' we didn't meet or anything for bs & ck's bdays! >.< ended up u all still had to spend for my bday =x but i really really appreciate it alot!!

if only liquored chocs would knock me out.

and sometimes thinking back, i really feel like a leecher. perhaps i really am. i can't recall what i've done for my friends. it seems as if others are always the ones doing things for me, helping me, making me happy, blah blah blah. but seriously, what have i done for them?

so it all boils down to one conclusion?
that i'm pretty useless and worthless?

i hate this state.

rhapsody in blue.